I decided to discover or rather recover my passion. I started with checking the meaning of the word …

1.any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate.
2.strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardour.
3.strong sexual desire; lust. instance or experience of strong love or sexual desire.
5.a person toward whom one feels strong love or sexual desire.
6.a strong or extravagant fondness, enthusiasm, or desire for anything: a passion for music.
7.the object of such a fondness or desire: Accuracy became a passion with him. outburst of strong emotion or feeling: He suddenly broke into a passion of bitter words.
9.violent anger.
10.the state of being acted upon or affected by something external, esp. something alien to one’s nature or one’s customary behaviour ( contrasted with action).
11.( often initial capital letter  ) Theology .
12.the sufferings of Christ on the cross or His sufferings subsequent to the Last Supper.
13.the narrative of Christ’s sufferings as recorded in the Gospels.
14.Archaic . the sufferings of a martyr.


WOW … it may not be easy… lets start at the beginning.

No1. any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate -
So where does my passion lie when it comes to powerful and/or compelling emotions or feelings? Nowhere. The only feeling I mostly feel is anger. According to No9violent anger – it is part of my passion. At the moment it seems my only way I express my passion. But lets not run too much ahead of myself.
It maybe compelling to constantly feel angre but definitely not empowering or powerful in any way. Rather destructive. I don’t often feel love or hate as a matter of fact. I float when it comes to emotions.
So what to do about it? How could I start feeling powerful emotions again? FEEL IT, not think it!

No2. strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardour -

Dont quite know what to say here either. I dont quite remimber any amorous feelings coming over me for the longest time … not even mentioning desire. Must be an age thing! Nevertheless I will try and do my best to recover my sense of desire and amore. Brrr! Sounds exciting!

Ok first step first. Tomorrow I will feel hate and love as well. I will pay attention to be passionate on the emotional spectrum. It sounds very scary somehow! Let see what shows up! Can’t promise any lust! But you never know!

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